Rainchecks

I hate that concept.....

Why do people make plans only to back of them? I would respect you more if you are just like I can't do it today or I really do not feel like being bother. That is what I do when I have to cancel on someone. Do not give me that raincheck crap.....Especially when you know that you are going to have to go out of town with your job....I just feel like that is rude and very inconsiderate of my feelings.

New subject. I had pretty ok weekend..... Very random things...Here is my list

1. Is it me? or are the patrons at the club getting younger and younger
2. on the same note, I might be getting to old for the club
3. Why are you calling and textnig me all night? Harassing me...
4. Dumb quasi intelligent people annoy me
5. When I am annoyed, I am not a fun person.
6. I am semi ready for my high school reunion that might not happen
7. Why do I send so many text messages?
8. Why do I only talk to a certain person by text message? I realized this weekend that I barely know that sound of his voice over the phone and it has been a year :-) But I think that I perfer text message.
9. Ok, I am playing matchmaker and I am little nervous about how it is going to go. I don't want
it to affect my established friendship and my budding friendship. It might be diffcult...

I hate men!!!!!!!!

Why are men so dumb? Why do they show interest and reeling women in jsut to hurt them? I just don't understand it. My friend, who is a beautiful sweet girl just got hurt by a retard!!!!!!!!! I am so mad. If I knew where he was right now, I would kick his butt......

I think this is God again. Giving me a sign about my life. I will not fall victim to the game again......

Ookie madness

I am watching the TV and see that Michael Vick jerseys are selling two for one. Interesting!!!! Why would a millionaire gamble for a couple of thousand dollars. Just another example of money and power are not enough. If you have some higher purpose in your life you will fall a victim to dumb stuff. I'm so disappointed...But why? He is just a football palyer I love the game but that does not mean that I should glorfiy the players. he can just throw the ball.....

So my crush is fading a little bit. I realized that I got caught up in a good date. We had fun but I need to take a moment a just think a few minutes. I love God...He shows me things everyday., I realize sometimes that I am not worthy. I do not praise him like I should and I do not do the things that I should do all the time . I am going to work on that. He send me a message today. I was really liking my crush and thinking about a future for us. Then my crazy ex called. As I talked to him and he told me the crazy things that he was doing in his life I realized that I did not really know him before I gave him my heart and soul. Then it blew up. I need to take my time and get to know CRUSH. I mean he is cool but he might be crazy or he might not be the one for me. I neede to stop diving head first into crap. I do things sometimes without thinking and planning and praying. That is the lesson that I learned today. Thank you Father and so it is........

CRUSH

ok, I realize that I love having crushes. I crush on a guy and then I get bored....The fun is in the crush for me. I like think about the person and talking about the person to other people. But I realize that after a while I lose interest.



So right now, I am really like this guy. But do I like him because he is different from YRB....That remains to be seen, but I am trying to have fun at this point in my life.

My Best Friend's Wedding

Last night I was watching My Best Friend's Wedding while talking on the phone with my best friend....How cool is that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyway, I had a great weekend. Watched Ken Burns epic documentary on the Civil War. Awesome. I watched that all day on Sunday. I am a history buff...May be think maybe I should go an get a master's in American History and teach....Nevermind......

So I guess there is nothing much going on. SO I guess the blog as ended for now......

TTYL!!!!!!!

Summary Judgments

Random title, right? Well that is what I have been working on all day. My head is swimming now!!!!!

I hate that the 4th of July was on a Wednesday this year. I hated getting up this morning......Random rumblings from the holiday......

I know some weird people.
Why are people so judgmental?
I don't have a boyfriend.....(sometimes the realization of that is groundbreaking), but I am good
It is weird when you use to be close to someone and now you aren't, but you still have mutual friends........
My uncle can really BBQ
I want a pool in my backyard.
I need a swimsuit

Boy this blog thing is awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!

Venus and Mars

We all know that men are from a different planet....But does that mean that women are normal. I have been listening the rambles of women that I know. Some of our problems seem self created. I think we spend TOO much time analyzing what men do. We need to realize that men aren't that bright and are not really thinking about much....Most of the time when he pisses you off, he is clueless......

So everyone knows that "space" was a bad experiment that blew up in my face. So I started thinking, why I am I forcing an end to my relationship with YRB (Miya, I took your nickname)? I realized that our relationship evovled to this point of grayness, maybe I should let it phase out the same way. I had this epiphany while watching "The X Effect" on MTV. Interesting programming. Two exes spend the weekend together while their new loves secretly watch in. The point is to see if there are still unresolved issues......I was thinking. Do I want to force an end to my relationship with YRB and have unresolved issues, thus having to be a particpant of B-rated MTV reality TV or do I want to let the relationship take a natural course and just be cool with him and move on......

I think I will take the latter.....