Two Weeks

So It has been two weeks since I have talked to ****. I am actually doing ok with it. Not quite sure why he hasn't called me. But a part of me is really glad. I was losing myself and doing things that I don't usually do. I have never knowingly been the other woman. I can see how u get caught up in that now. Oh well. What can I say. I am glad that I am doing better. I needed to let that go and sometimes just making a clean break is the best way to do it. I can't believe that I got caught up. But I have learned a lesson. I am getting better at letting go of people and situations that are not going to be beneficial for me. I mean I think that has been my biggest problem. I get lonely and I take whatever attention I can get. That is who most of my past relationships have gone. I ignore the obivous signs taht this person is not the one for me and I try to make the best out a bad situation. Not anymore. I can not afford to give emotional vested in crappy situations anymore. For the first time a long time I am going to appreciate being single. I am not doing anything holdign out on me getting married. I am going to travel and enjoy my house and my friends and my family and not worry about the future and what might happen...It is kinda liberating.... :-)