Tuesday, July 1, 2008

LONG ABSENCE!!!!

Ok I have completely stopped blogging for like eight months....but I am back!!!!!!!! :-)

So I have a situation and I will probably need a lot of help. I met a guy......which is not really big news........but what if he is THE guy...... I really like him and it is more than just how he makes me feel. But it is like we are on the same wavelength. We met randomly about five months ago. I actually saw him before he saw me and I was like " I HAVE to Meet him"..... so of course I had to myself in his path. That first night and actually the whole weekend was so cool. I was like WOW....but of course there is an hitch....he has a girlfriend........I keep telling myself......so she is not a wife.....but still how can ignore the obvious. She exists. So I decided just to chill and not to expect to much and not to call him and all that stuff and especially date other people. So it seemed to work while.....but low and behold......I really like him and when we are together it is nothing else in the world like it. So I decided to pull back a little bit. But we have talked a total of 6 hours in the pass two nights........:-( Something has to give for real.........

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